Have you ever wonder wheather life could get any worse then the point it is at right now? How bout make decision that you know could effect you future !! i always had my life mapped out for me . step by step ..... Graduate by 18 finish college by 21 be married by 22 blah blah blah!! so mom, dad, sis bro move to somalia leaving me here. Never expected that never thought it would have such impact on me!! Lonely-ness is getting to me , because i left alot behind! i wonder if i was happy about life when in real actuality i was not! You know my concious brake me down to a point that i cant breathe or have constant Panic attacks because nothings is going my way. And i feel like all that keeps happening to me is for the wrong reason. I fogot who i was. i left my religion my views and my stand points and my morals. Does College do that to you?? i hope not. SO i mad this big step put my life time schedule to the side and decided to take a break from school and Go to Africa for a little! Be with mom dad and my sister. breathe New AIR, Fresh African air. I payed for my credits so they will be there forever! Im Just need this. Its time for me TO be Selfish for once instead of thinking of everyone else like I do!
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