Whats so Different???

UBAH-DUBAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Every step I’m taking......Every move I make feels....Lost with no direction
My fate is shaking!!!

i never really listened to miley's song ,, i never thought i needed to. Im kinda new to the fact that im trying to be open to new music. other then those i choreograph too!!
im kinda excited about the trips im gonna take when my sister gets back. Maybe that will bring a new side of ME

Right Now: i can hear my baby nephew making noises through the baby monitor but i know if i take him out i have to deal with that MESS!! lol!! GOD GIVE ME GIRLS!! boys are too much.


Ive been reading all this Celebrity gossip cuz its more interesting then my life!! lol
i really wonder about them, EVERY flaw is captured and Im glad im not ONE... I miss alot of my Friends. I miss Dance . Im cheographing but its been Thinking too hard. I thought about starting a video blog when i get to Africa dont know what i would be able to talk about!!! while trying to test out my video camera my nephew thought he would make a video and it came out super weird!!! i dont know what to do with these boys ....


34 days until their mother Returns THANK GODD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Final Warning<3

Have you ever wonder wheather life could get any worse then the point it is at right now? How bout make decision that you know could effect you future !! i always had my life mapped out for me . step by step ..... Graduate by 18 finish college by 21 be married by 22 blah blah blah!! so mom, dad, sis bro move to somalia leaving me here. Never expected that never thought it would have such impact on me!! Lonely-ness is getting to me , because i left alot behind! i wonder if i was happy about life when in real actuality i was not! You know my concious brake me down to a point that i cant breathe or have constant Panic attacks because nothings is going my way. And i feel like all that keeps happening to me is for the wrong reason. I fogot who i was. i left my religion my views and my stand points and my morals. Does College do that to you?? i hope not. SO i mad this big step put my life time schedule to the side and decided to take a break from school and Go to Africa for a little! Be with mom dad and my sister. breathe New AIR, Fresh African air. I payed for my credits so they will be there forever! Im Just need this. Its time for me TO be Selfish for once instead of thinking of everyone else like I do!